I always ask myself this question..how many good friends do I have? good friends whom I can talk to about anything without thinking of the consequences..one who will stand by me when I really need them..and my ans is I only have a few..but nevertheless I'm happy with it..coz good friends you don't need to have alot..it doesn't mean that the more good friends you have the more you will be happy..Some people on the surface, treats you very good..but deep down, do they really think that way?Looks are deceiving and what JY says character is one that makes a person look handsome or pretty..I totally agree..coz' today I've finally see through this particular person's character..what a long time it took for me to realise..
I cried..for being such a dumb person, to think that the person is one who is good to friends..one who shows the real self to friends..but I was super damn wrong..I know I can't say that I'm super good to my friends, I also have my weaknesses...so I'm in no position to say this person either..just that I feel like I'm so silly..perhaps I never thought that human nature could be so evil..You trust a person whole heartedly yet what you got is something you can never imagine..Hmm..perhaps I shouldn't complain so much..like what my sis msn nick is less complaints more encouragement so I think I shall complain less ..yah..life is just so unfair..so be glad that I've met a person like you coz' you helped to see better in life and to know myself even better..the problem I'm facing here is just a trivial one..over friendship..so I shall just stop here and don't bother anything about you anymore..All the best to you and hope you find your true self soon!!
